I am just putting a note here for any friends who read this blog - I have temporarily de-activated my Fetlife account. I am planning on re-activating it in the near future when my mental health is more stable, but right now it is constantly triggering anxiety attacks and episodes of self-harm. If you need to contact me, I will always get replies here. I will delete this post when I re-activate my account.
*Edit - thank you for the support <3 I've reactivated my account, cautiously, and I'm back in a stable place.*